I really feel for you, especially when you only make very little per month. But you can rise above it and get yourself going again. Do you have any special skills in IM like article writing, SEO, traffic generation, etc? If you have any of these or other skills, you can offer your services to others. How about some acquaintances who do these? Maybe you can offer these services and outsource them to others.
Affiliate marketing might be another option for you. This is one of the fastest ways to start out as you don't need a product of your own. PLR material is another way you could try and make some money. There are many ways to go for you. The great thing about your position is that almost anything you do can be viewed as success.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to downplay your position. Your most important asset is something you already possess and that's a burning desire to succeed. With that desire, you can build any failures into successes. Keep going and don't get discouraged. Take care and I hope you make it through this. Patrick